looking for a little bit of joy , not to fill a void , but because i won’t annoy , neither will i toy , with em-
-otions , . , acting unemployed , from a spirit or a higher power just to get your money like it’s soy , . ,
anyone’s appreciation i don’t take for granted if i handle it with negligence arrest me as a bandit breaking
in and stealing hand- , -bags , i don’t even care , if a rapper puts , this , in a track , won’t be reprimanded
cause i understand , even i’m , not original in any type of way , strain , shape , angled face , blame ,
hate , craze , v- , -frame , color grain , indigo , veins , . , my level of shame, chemically restrained ,
, . , . used to aim , at , gratitude , thought my attitude was hopeless cause my status on the totem was a
locus buggin’ everbody’s focus out of motion but whenever i would crawl out of the solace there was postage sending
me into a cycle of promotion , . , . how can i accept a compliment , when i’m blowing cash , on a
Ronin , . well , health , isn’t in- , -tel , must approach it with a mind- , -set of growth , and atonement , .
mini little seconds can be apprehended fit into agendas whether you’re enveloped in passing amendments or for-
-getting an umbrella when precipitation patters in the vision of your retinas , . aches in my patellas are re-
-minders that , i’m , still alive , despite any type of ego telling me , i was meant , for a shrine , . ,
comes , to a point , where we choose , will i watch a sun- , -rise , one , more , time , or , will i stay , blind ?
– D K T
