DIRTY UP MY SMOCK

when i rose , out of bed , it was past , 10 , yet i felt , like my limitations melted from my zen , . ,

microwaved , oats , went outside , took a breath , broke , bread , with a puppy and i felt like i had ri- , -sen ,

, . then , my reality , hit , hard , i ran out of my anti-depressants but i didn’t feel like getting

in the car , pharmacy was ready for my card , but i kept myself distracted ’till the evening so that i could take ,

laps , in my black , tar , . , never mind the resolutions because all i want to do is starve , get my back ,

charred , peel , skin , then repeat until i’m marked , with malignant tumors that way i can visit all the stars , . ,

put that wish- , -list , in , park , time to roll , down my win- , -dows , let the SUV , crash and burn , my im-

-aginary kin- , -folk , . morality , and the value-gallery , of my self-destructive tendencies ,

got ’em on their tip- , -toes , . , wait , whoa , where’s the metaphysical , prose , . , left it next , to my

old , zip- , -code , rolling in the same , silt , blows , . , long- , -term’s , not a con- , -cept , i , hold ,

if i let the intermittent thoughts , of my drops , filibuster on my hill- , -top , then i start to hear myself ,

talk , like a victim to the frills , that i’ve sought , . , my responsibility is easier to swap , than to

clean up with a mop , . , but i just , flaunted my , sick , smog , . , now it’s on , me to flip , flop ,

show you catastrophic is a temporary stop , i might dirty up my smock , but i’ll always get it tossed , in the

wash

– D K T

Published by dktindepth

Passionate writer. Avid reader. Music obsessor. Spiritual student.

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