clinging to control

my fixations on work, hobbies, music, school, perfection, after-school activities, pressures, expectations, scores, streaks, and literary functions are all especially demanding. i think i like to spread myself thin and expose the brain to both ends of the earth. however, i’d like to believe there’s a second motivation. along with the pleasure gained by knowingContinue reading “clinging to control”

an impulse to punch

how do fits of anger mold into non-violent beliefs? it’s elementary to pride oneself on forward-thinking values concerning conflict. i completed a peace studies course a couple years back and it changed the way i think about disagreements, whether that be over a song or geographical dominance. the stressed message was to count on diplomacyContinue reading “an impulse to punch”